Have you ever played a video game where you have to sleep to recover? They only let you do it if everything is safe. Otherwise they won’t let you sleep. You’ll get a message, saying “You cannot sleep now, there are monsters nearby.”
Now, remember the last time you just couldn’t get to sleep?
Don’t you fuckin do this to me
An hour at the barn, a good visit with my favorite guy, and this entire bad day feels like it didn’t even happen. I don’t even need people, silly me.
I really hope my tentative dream becomes more than a dream soon. I’d be ok with an adventure.